Too much for a day

Sounds weird but I felt so empty today, nothing- nothing seems to come out from my . . heart? today. Feels like it's made of rubber but it has nothing inside. Like an empty tree trunk. Yeah, something like that. heh.

You know, I just realized something . . I can't speak properly. I can neither express my feelings through the words I say nor facial expressions or body language. Another thing is, I get nervous easily when I'm having a conversation with someone. AND, I always laugh for no reason.




Something is terribly wrong with me. -.-

I'm burning up for you

A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate,
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
Strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend.

` Emma Guest

Mae Jeen, this is for you, for now.

I'll write you a poem soon enough.

I'm here to blog about TIFF-

y.

The scariest thing about Tiffany Khoo Mei Ling is that when she holds your shoulder, shaking her butt off while singing Fall For You.


Ahh :)

But I love her voice :D:D:D

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

I so agree with those of you who blogged about dreams lately. This happens to me all the time-wake up & couldn't recall my dreams. Nevertheless, I actually MANAGED to recall two dreams. Very weird yet interesting.

Dream one was an all-night-dream so yeah, needless to say, it's long.

Dream 1
ha. first part. SHANNI SEEKED HELP FROM ME. More of a favor though. The favor was to ask someone if she/he talks to Bryan. Bryan Woo. The main reason was she was jealous. haha. she was jealous and scared for Bryan being snatched away by someone flirtatious.

second part. MY MANDARIN TEACHER YELLED AT ME -for making just one minor mistake in my essay. I wrote the word "se" (capture) instead of "ju" (gather). okay, skip skip. There was only MaeJeen & I. She looked rather bewildered and innocent but I didn't know why.

third part. SHANNI WAS BACK. Okay she was back with WenChien's hair-do & was walking with Maria. You know, the short one with shaggy cuts. & she looked weird. Then, she said "No no no no, I'll think about it first" . abruptly cuz she was still deciding to tell me the whole story or not.

weird right.. to be frank this is the third time she appeared in my dreams.
No offense to what I said above. I didn't mean to dream bout you alright..?

This was like a 3 minute dream. So short yet so- I don't know. Insane?

Dream 2
I baked cupcakes with colourful icings on them which made them looked so so SO DELISH :D . They even had some christmas decorations on it. Next thing you know, I tilted my head to the left so that I could listen to something in them. Maybe heartbeats, maybe their.. voices. I don't know. I felt so stupid cuz the cupcakes were still hot & the steam went into my ear & touched my face. I was literally sweating. okay ew.
When I woke up, my waist was tilted to the left, just like my head. It formed an horizontal L shape.


Enough of idiot-ness. My dreams :)
I'm going to dream now. taa.

Where is the love?

1. The last person to tag you is?

Jodi. & Chee Ling ; )

2. Your relationship with them?
Friends. Not so close though.

3. Your 5 impression towards them?
They're both equally awesome, smart, pretty, talented and great to be with : )

4. The most memorable thing that they have ever done for you ?
Jodi: nudge, nudge & nudge :)
Chee Ling: ask, ask & ask :P

5. The most memorable words that they had say to you ?
Jodi: let's give calista a nudge! -okay this is not for me but for them. :P
Chee Ling: --- loves.

6. If they becomes your lover, you will...
It's so not gonna happen, ;D

7. If they becomes your enemy, you will...
Avoid them? this will not happen too. : )

8. If they becomes your lover, they have to improve on...
Both of them have to be shorter! heh. kidding!

9. If they becomes your enemy, the reason is...
I don't know? Ask them?

10. The most desirable things to do for then is...
Get them a perfect boyfriend. (:

11. Overall impression towards them is...
Perfectly great. :)

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
I don't know.

13. The character for you for yourself is ?
Talkative.

14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
I talk too much. hahaha.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
What I want myself to be, but not the others.

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
You are awesome ;)

17. Ten people to tag.

1. Amanda Chee
2. Choon Ming
3. Jia Ling
4. Pei Shin
5. Tiffany Khoo
6. Melvin Chong
7. Ili
8. Ysabella Lee
9. Jasmine Chan
10. Sze Yan

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ?
[Choon Ming] nobody.

19. Is 3 a male or a female ?
[Jia Ling] Female.

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing ?
[Ili & Sze Yan] No, they dont even know each other.

21. How about 5 and 8 ?
[Tiffany & Ysabella] Tiffany is internet-blogging-ly taken by Melvin Chong. ;D

22. What is number 1 studying about ?
[Amanda Chee] for PMR. God Bless You & good luck : )

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
Recently.

24. Is number 4 single ?
[Pei Shin] Yeah.

25. Say something about number 2.
[Choon Ming] I call him pooh. Fullstop.

Don't look away, don't run away, baby it's only life.

Notice:
U - General viewing for all ages
12SG - For 12+ with non-excessive violent/horrifying scenes
12SX - For 12+ with non-excessive sex scenes
12PA - For 12+ with political/religious/counter-culture elements
12PL - For 12+ with a combination of two or more elements

12SG

: )

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The aftermath of having a farewell party:-




















































































FLU.



SORE THROAT.





HAHAHAHAHA. You get what my title mean by now. ;D


Sorry! (:

I did it just because

Few major events:
1) Malaysia celebrated its 51st birthday :)
2) Class Test 4 is finally over
3) Final's within a month.
4) Yi Hsin's, Kye Li's last day in Sri KDU, including Ye Na who left weeks ago ):
5) Yi Hsin's farewell @ OU tomorrow





Hello :)