Hardship & Fear

I love how adrenaline rush.. the cheers of jubilant supporters.. the triumphant we get from our friends.. the taste of 100 plus.. the glory we get..

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Tee May Kee now has a total of 6 tones on her whole body, how awesome is that! Maybe you'll think that I was exaggerating but I was not, kay, & the worse part is, PNA is just next week, which means, awful skin tone dull-ing in white attire. (!!!)

Back to edit.
I forgot what I wanted to say.. but anyhow, I've one question..

Shall I go for PNA? I'm an usher btw.

I'm so bored now, so.. I stole this from Tiff's blog. SO CUTE!

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a very natural, real person. You're comfortable with who you are - and your spirit truly shines through. You are free of inhibitions and hang ups. Because of this freedom, you tend to be very creative. Your inner demon is greed. You can't help but lust after wealth and shiny objects. People think you're cute because you are so lively. Your natural glow makes you charming.

The Cute Monster Test

You are a No Drama Mama!

No need for drama, you just chill out and don't let things bother you You've got a peaceful, zen-like attitude... even when things get crazy You're a pleasure to be around, and you have lots of friends to show for it You don't need to be the center of attention, you're happy enough as is!

How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

You Are An Attention Seeker

You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are!

Are You An Attention Whore?

Part of them are quite true. haha. Okay at least I think so. I'm the only one who knows myself the best ;)

So many things, yet so little time

Actually I feel kind of bad when people visit my blog and have nothing new to read, that shows how lazy I am to update my own blog.

Nothing new to blog about anyway. Maybe interclass?

Okay scratch that. I'd figure something better to blog about (: HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 & FISH SPA. ;D

Okay this show was the bomb. awesome. great. incredible. amazing. blast? to die for? The song weren't so nice but they fit well in the show, story line was... exciting. Bravaah. It's really worth watching. Especially when you buy a RM6 kids ticket :P okay shut up.

& for the fish spa, I'd say there are practically NO differences before and after having fun vibrating on the seat provided. Good thing we didn't have to spend a cent on this spa cause we had vouchers. It wasn't as ticklish as I thought it would be BUT.. - it was painful.. the ikan-bilis-look-alike-fish/fishes had a mouthful of my blister, leaving red patches at the side of my ankle.

Nevermind if you don't get me, kay ;)

I'm outta here, again.

p/s: Tell me what to blog about. I feel.. bad. Thanks A Lot.

Too much for a day

Sounds weird but I felt so empty today, nothing- nothing seems to come out from my . . heart? today. Feels like it's made of rubber but it has nothing inside. Like an empty tree trunk. Yeah, something like that. heh.

You know, I just realized something . . I can't speak properly. I can neither express my feelings through the words I say nor facial expressions or body language. Another thing is, I get nervous easily when I'm having a conversation with someone. AND, I always laugh for no reason.




Something is terribly wrong with me. -.-

I'm burning up for you

A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate,
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
Strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend.

` Emma Guest

Mae Jeen, this is for you, for now.

I'll write you a poem soon enough.

I'm here to blog about TIFF-

y.

The scariest thing about Tiffany Khoo Mei Ling is that when she holds your shoulder, shaking her butt off while singing Fall For You.


Ahh :)

But I love her voice :D:D:D

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

I so agree with those of you who blogged about dreams lately. This happens to me all the time-wake up & couldn't recall my dreams. Nevertheless, I actually MANAGED to recall two dreams. Very weird yet interesting.

Dream one was an all-night-dream so yeah, needless to say, it's long.

Dream 1
ha. first part. SHANNI SEEKED HELP FROM ME. More of a favor though. The favor was to ask someone if she/he talks to Bryan. Bryan Woo. The main reason was she was jealous. haha. she was jealous and scared for Bryan being snatched away by someone flirtatious.

second part. MY MANDARIN TEACHER YELLED AT ME -for making just one minor mistake in my essay. I wrote the word "se" (capture) instead of "ju" (gather). okay, skip skip. There was only MaeJeen & I. She looked rather bewildered and innocent but I didn't know why.

third part. SHANNI WAS BACK. Okay she was back with WenChien's hair-do & was walking with Maria. You know, the short one with shaggy cuts. & she looked weird. Then, she said "No no no no, I'll think about it first" . abruptly cuz she was still deciding to tell me the whole story or not.

weird right.. to be frank this is the third time she appeared in my dreams.
No offense to what I said above. I didn't mean to dream bout you alright..?

This was like a 3 minute dream. So short yet so- I don't know. Insane?

Dream 2
I baked cupcakes with colourful icings on them which made them looked so so SO DELISH :D . They even had some christmas decorations on it. Next thing you know, I tilted my head to the left so that I could listen to something in them. Maybe heartbeats, maybe their.. voices. I don't know. I felt so stupid cuz the cupcakes were still hot & the steam went into my ear & touched my face. I was literally sweating. okay ew.
When I woke up, my waist was tilted to the left, just like my head. It formed an horizontal L shape.


Enough of idiot-ness. My dreams :)
I'm going to dream now. taa.